Monday, September 12, 2005
went for tuition this morning. can't wake up on time again. so gotta take a cab down again. wassup with me on weekeneds. can't seem to wake up on time for almost anything.
xiaomei looked kinda bad mood today. wonder if she's okay. after tuition went to have lunch with Brenda, xiao mei n Ah Hock. xiaomei looked kinda unhappy about Brenda n Ah Hock. =/ then xiao mei gotta rush home cos their da jie was rushing her. so went to walk around with ah hock n brenda, which is so damn boring. i feel so awkward. going out with a couple alone without any company. i just dont like the feeling. so no choice, tell brenda that i dont like going with couple alone unless there's company with me. so i just gotta tell her lors. but cannot blame also. she has never went out with a couple alone before, so she dont know what's the feeling. hope she can understand by now bahs.
only had porridge as i was thinking that i would be meeting him later for lunch. he was having some cycling event n said that he would be ending soon. so i decided to wait, by taking loop bus 86 to Ang Mo Kio interchange, then take 73 to Toa Payoh interchange after that. it took me two hours just to get from Sengkang interchange to Toa Payoh interchange. purpose? just to wait for him. BUT THEN.. called him, he said the event would end around 4pm. he told me to go home first, meet him later. i said, once i get home, i can't get out already. n by the time he end, he cycle home, it would be 5pm. bathe everything, travel here, 6pm. must as well no need to come as im having dinner at home. he said sorry, i told him no cure. so once again, i waited for nothing again. same as last week. he didnt even inform me that he's going Malaysia with his grandmother, n me, being so idiotic, sat at the bus-stop waited for 2 hours for him. so i decided, i told him that, wait till he's free to spend time with me, then contact me. i dont want any disturbance. if he doesn't wanna spend time with me, so be it. i can't do anything also. if he doesn't want to contact me, or don't even have the 5 minutes to talk to me, so be it. all i can do, is just to study now. he gives me the thinking that his cycling trip/stuffs is more important. i can't let this matter bother me too much, like back in sec3 where all my grades fall like hell. can't let history repeat. 'O's not easy man. =/
boring. it's the English prelims tomorrow.
check out the music video.
"Pieces" by Sum 41.
enjoy.
muackks.
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| 11:36 AM |
KISSED.
