Friday, September 23, 2005
today's paper was okay. im prepared to get D7. :D i didnt even touch accounts or F&N. i dont have the mood to study. something's wrong. 4e4 boys damn cute. all like to play with fans. wonder why. LOL.
ronald was online yesterday. n he talked to me. saw his neoprint taken with his girlfriend. felt a teensy-winsy bit of jealous. but was all right after that. because... i was thinking. what for i be so sad? he dont know my pain. asked for a patch, but he didnt want. i've been dwelling over it for the past one year. dont want my grades to fall again because of him. should seek my friends' advices, better things are coming my way. :D he told me too that his gf, him n his dad are investing on some cafe. n say that he has more cash now. i was still thinking about the times where he never fails to borrow money from me each time he meets me. he haven't even returned me yet. he promised me my birthday presents every year, till now, there's none. i bought him presents every year, at least i kept my promise. the last time i met him, around 2 weeks back, he's still borrowing money from me. TEN BUCKS. but its obvious that i've no cash then. he even care spend TWO HUNDRED BUCKS on his girl, he dont even have PATHETIC TEN BUCKS. what the fuck. he's always broke with he's with me, i dont mind if its once or twice. but it already happens for the past THREE DAMN YEARS, BEING BROKE WHEN WITH ME? YOU MUST BE KIDDING PAL. he didnt treat me as good as how he treats HER now. oh yeah, i forgot, I'm just a SISTER in his eyes, even the time im with him. he told me the reason for breaking up, sounds as if its MY fault. its as if he's been a GOOD boyfriend.
i find my heart hurts more when "HE" tells me that he's leaving for taiwan soon, for A MONTH, to have training there. i dont know why. didnt get to talk to him as his phone's battery is flat. but im missing him for sure. but, a month is kinda too long. signs.
im missing him...
n everybody else. (:
hugs peeps.
oh yeah.prelim's coming to an end.
| 11:33 AM |
KISSED.
