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heartbreaker.
♥ aleneeeee.blogspot.com
Monday, March 13, 2006
its our 2nd anniversary... but he can't celebrate it again. sometimes i really do wonder does he care about it at all. or he just treat it like any other days. my friends n their boyfriends, always make an effort keep their anniversaries free, spend it with their beloveds. why can't he do the same. all he could say is "happy anniversary dear. i'm sorry i can't spend it with you. at least i remember its our anniversary right." yes, at least he rememberd, but why can't he at least make an effort to keep that day free. its not as if he's schooling or working, he IS free. he just want to spend his weekends with his friends. but so many weekends to spend with, why must it be on our important day? now i think i know why perhaps his gfs left him, because he gives the feeling that his friends are not as important as his gf. sometimes, i really do want all these to end. but i really can't...
i've decided,since he don't care about it, i won't care about it either. if he knows what is the thing he supposed to do n know, then he should know what to do. i won't bother to call him anymore, i won't bother to make time just to go n meet him. i will let HIM make the time n meet up. even we don't meet for 1 month, i will NOT care. because he rather spends more time with his friends. all this saying of spending more time with me before going NS, ITS ALL A PACK OF BEAUTIFUL LIES. wasted all my efforts rushing what i'm giving him. no point.
First month anniversary: he scolded me for being not understanding.
Second month anniversary: he dint bother to make time to spend time with me.
tears falling.
| 5:12 AM |
KISSED.
