heartbreaker.

Thursday, March 16, 2006

went to meet hubby yesterday. he called me n told me that he's really sorry he can't spend the 2nd anniversary with me. he kept apologising. i can't possibly say i don't accept his apologies right. =/ so again i went down to Boon Lay to meet him. if Brenda knows this, she's gonna nag at me again. she always say,"why do you always have to go down to meet him? why can't he come to the central area? it seems like you're always going down, not him coming here." whenever she said that, all i could say is,"okay lahs. i don't mind as long as we get to see each other." but the nagging still goes on n on n on... she's naggy, but she's concerned. what i can do is, listen one ear in, the other ear out.

so as usual, he woke up very late, but by the time he called me, i was already on my way, so as to save time as he wakes up very late. upon reaching at house nearby bus stop, he told me to wait for him, cos he needs time to bathe. i went,"you should have bathe earlier. i took 1 hour n a half to get here, don't tell me within that 1 hour you don't even have the time to bathe." so he apologised again n i just hang up the phone. after 15mins, he came. i dint say anything, i stood up n walk off. we dint talk for 15mins. he kept quiet, i kept quiet too. he sat down at one of the resident's corner, i sat away from him. he asked me when am i gonna talk to him n asked me not to be moody, i just shrugged. so we kept quiet for another 10mins. then he took my hand, asked me not to be angry, i smiled. (: fact is, i wasn't angry at all. just feigning ignorance to see what he would do. he said he's not used to me being quiet cos i talk a lot of nonsense with him, n always being so noisy. that's one behaviour which are different from all his girlfriends, that's what he claims. so sat there for hours, talking nonsense n listening radio. time really flies when we're indulging ourselves with our loved ones. n we both kissed goodbye at 9.30pm.

last week, Brenda's boyfriend said something which sets me burning with anger. he said,"i don't think you n your guy will last long." i feel like ranting at him back saying that he has hurt Brenda so many times, she wanted to leave him long time ago but i always advice her not to do so n yet he's saying that just because he doesn't like my boyfriend. but still, i gotta keep my cool because its not right to do so. its hurting to Brenda too as she was there. so i just kept mum about that. when i told hubby about it, he was really sad, with red eyes, telling me that "that day won't come, promise." all i can think of that point of time, is to hug him n tell him how much he meant to me by saying the 3 words. he just smiled n said,"me too." i've never been so mushy before. hahas.

now, i'm worried for the health checkup i gotta go before getting into Nursing course. NYP has finally sent the enrolment package.

him.
my only one.
(:

| 3:56 PM |

KISSED.