heartbreaker.

Thursday, April 20, 2006

the day that poly life commenced marks the end of my relationship with him. i was having quite a fun day at school, mingling around with my classmates, behaving like lost sheeps at school. when i just got home from school at around 5pm, he called me with his friend's cellphone. he speak in a very slow n calm manner.

him: "eh, i got something to tell you."
me: "no need to tell me,confirm something bad."
him: "how you know?"
me: "can hear it from your voice."
him: "you think i want meh, i also very sad lor."
me: "so why bother telling me then."
him: "no lah, i at home got thing happen. i very stress now. i cant handle my family thing properly, how to handle my gf properly right. that's why i want to remain single temporary first."
me: "any chance of being back together after you have settled your family stuffs?"
him: "see first lor. 50/50."
me: (what the fuck) "will temporary become permanent?"
him: "i dont know, see first lor. outside n poly so many better guys than me, im not worth being liked by you so much."
me: "then why bother asking me to be yours back then. i dont care about other guys being better or whatsoever."
him: "i dont know lah."
me: "you dont bluff me leh, you say temporary wont become permanent one."
him: "ya lah."
me: "then we still meet as friends?"
him: "see how. andy handphone low batt already. talk to you another time. byebye."
me: "oh okay."
- - - the line was cut off - - -

that was the summary of roughly what he told me when he called me on the day. i cant really remember the others as my mind is too blank to absorb anything else, was too sad. so here i am, checking my phone almost all the time, hoping that he calls me again. but liyi jie says the breakup is more than it meets the eye, she suspects that SOMEBODY psycho-ed him to do so. but she says no matter what happens, she's standing on my side. (: she's really nice. never regretted knowing her through him. i really miss him alot, but i know that it cannot let me affect my journey of being a nurse/missy. hai~ will he come back to me? liyi says he's quite a bad guy, which i can hardly believe that cos during my times with him, he's actually quite okay. but who knows, she may be true cos she knows him much more longer than i know him.

no matter what,
i still miss him.

| 11:50 PM |

KISSED.