heartbreaker.

Sunday, May 21, 2006

14:57, 2105`06
yes, he called FINALLY.

him: dear.
me: (shouting) HELLO DEAR! WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN? IM WORRIED SICK BOUT YOU! TELL ME WHAT HAPPEN!
him: dear, you must take care of yourself okay, im going in already.
me: (on-the-verge-of-crying voice) going where? Boys' Home or RTC?
him: most probably RTC. court hearing on friday at Subordinate Court.
me: what time?
him: i dont know what time yet.
me: must tell me again okay. i see if i can go or not.
him: dear, if i go in Boys' Home, you can come visit me with jie. you can call my house and ask my parents about it. or you can call jie and ask her to bring you here okay. if i go in RTC, i will give you the address to let you write letter to me. i dont know how long will i be in there for.
me: its okay. i can wait. i still want to take my graduation photos with you in my missy uniform. you cannot forget that hor.
him: okay. i wont.
me: and you also say you will take care of me, you cannot like that leave me.
him: im very happy that you dint leave me already.
me: remember what you say to me hor. i can wait one. anything must call me okay.
him: ok. i gotta go already dear. love you loads. anything can call jie and ask.
me: anything remember to call me okay.
him: okok. byebye.
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although we chatted for less than 5minutes, but im happy to hear his voice and know that he's okay, and he dint ask for a breakup. hopefully he will get into Boys' Home instead as his time served there is not done yet. at least there's such thing called "Home Leave" for Boys' Home policy, and we're able to visit him unlike RTC where there is totally no contact at all, except through mail. and it takes months to get one reply. i bursts into tears after hanging up the call. messaged his ganjie and told her that if she knows what time is the court hearing, tell me so i see if i can go or not. she said okay, and asked am i really gonna wait, going in is like minimum one year. i say i dont mind. she said am i sure about that, so i said yes, very sure. then she hold me for that.

Jannet and Brenda says the hearing coming up most probably is for bailing, not sentencing. it will months before the case is heard at court again. if he is not bailed, he will have to stay inside until his case is heard again. prays hard his parents will bail him out, and the judge will be lenient as his serving time at Boys' Home is not done yet.

Serena also said that,"being an ahbeng's girl isnt easy, have to worry for our boy all the time. but as long as we're happy with them, nothing else matters." totally agrees with what she says. she had already gone through exactly the same thing as me before, her guy and her now is a matter of time where they're back together again. happy for them. (:

hope his parents will bail him out,
and the judge be lenient on his sentence.
god bless he will overcome these obstacles.

bear, lion and chicken talk - who's most feared?
bear says,"i roar, forest trembles."
lion says,"i roar, jungle shakes."
chicken says,"i cough, whole world panics!"

| 10:54 PM |

KISSED.