heartbreaker.

Friday, May 26, 2006

he called me at 14:52 yesterday from AMK Police Station during my Bioscience Practical. gotta find an excuse to get out of the lab and answer the phone call right, so i lied that im going to the toilet. he asked me to go down for the court session in the morning, at least we can get to see each other even if we dont have personal contact as he really misses me a lot. he also said that all he could do now inside he lockup is to think of me. isnt he sweet? now he's so near yet so far. =/

Jannet was really nice to accompany me down all the way to Subordinate Court at Chinatown at 08:30. upon reaching the court, i was frantically looking up and down for him and his mother. but to no avail, until the Clerk called out the case number and his name, awaiting for hearing, THEN i saw him. my heart totally BREAKS INTO BITS AND PIECES when i saw him. he became thinner, with a pale and tired face. when he sat down, we kept staring at each other. after around 15 minutes later, he's out of the court. so we head out of the court too. we found a place to sit down, and i called his mother.

me: aunty ah, im Macneil's girlfriend ah. are you going to bail him out?
his mom: cannot ah, no money. 10k a lot money leh.

so i called his ganjie and told her about it, just nice he was on the other line, thinking that im with his ganjie. so we conferenced.

me: hey dearie, is your mom going to bail you out?
him: (on the verge of crying voice) no. dear, persuade my mother to bail me out.
me: she say cannot, no money. im really sorry darling...

after that he began talking to his ganjie. i really really feel like crying at that point of time seeing him suffering like that, totally breaks my heart. Jiayi share the same sentiments too as she had experienced this before. and if he gets in anywhere, im only allowed to visit him with his family members. i only talked to him for a few seconds as he sounds like he's rushing. im praying so hard that his mother will bail him out. at least he gets to be out rather than suffering at Remand Prison before his case is heard again. i hope also that he wont get beaten up if he's at any lockup. also, i told him time and again that if he gets in, when he comes out, dont be so notorious already. but if he lucky and dint get in, be a better person. hope he keeps to his words, and also hope that his IO will write good things about him...

im happy that i could at least get to see him,
and talk to him on the phone
though everything was happening at lightning speed...
i miss him. =/

wheee.
im going for dragonboat tomorrow.

| 9:41 PM |

KISSED.