so the day had arrived yesterday, he was supposed to leave for Boys' Home already. around 11pm, he said he will call me later in the night as he's still on the way home. so i waited until 3.30am where he finally online. he initiated a breakup cos he said he dont know how to face me when he's out and he dont want to implicate me. but i said, if im somebody who looked down on him this kind of person, i wouldnt even want to be with him. and it is also not as if he wont be back and we wont get to see each other, then he said okay. everything was fine again. (: he sent me a song which he always sing to me, 25minutes by Michael Learns To Rock. then he called, we talked about what happen to us since the very first we met each other till then. after 48minutes, he's starting to fall asleep and snoring very loudly. so i was listening to his snore till my handphone battery went flat.
i met him in the morning around 9am for the last time before he leaves for Boys' Home at MCYS (somewhere at Toa Payoh lorong 1, 15minutes walk from the bus stop beside CHIJ). i gave him a bottle of paper cranes (which i folded for super long time) and a letter which contains what happen to us since we met each othe, and marshmallows which he bought for me the last time we went out. as he was reading the letter, his eyes turned red. then he handed me his favourite ear stud, he said,"when i'm out, i will look for you and get it back from you. keep it safely okay?" i nodded, and told him that when i have the time, i will visit him. if not, i'll write to him and i will be there for his court session coming up. with a goodbye kiss, he's gone. i sat there watching him walking away from me. although the meeting lasts for merely five minutes, it really did mean a lot.
after which, i headed for lorong 7 market. slept at my dad's shop for around half hour, had lunch at 1.30pm, then head for dragonboat practice. the practice yesterday kinda bad. while rowing, the boat feels very heavy and my arms feels very weak too. i had difficulty catching up with the timing too. coach doesnt seem very happy and had a lot of things to say. it was chin-ups after that, MY WORSE NIGHTMARE. but i did it! i did two sets of five without fail. but of course there's somebody to support and help while pulling up most of our own weight. thanks Kellyn and Haslinda for the encouragement. (:
im missing him so much already. =/
