heartbreaker.

Friday, June 09, 2006

being with my boy for less than a month, he's on the run again. this time round, he's running away from Boys' Home. they called him in the morning yesterday, asking him to go back in until his court date is due. it sounds VERY unreasonable as they did not give him any deadline to let him be mentally prepared or to settle his stuffs first. it just happens too sudden. he said during the last court session, the judge was trying to lower the bail as much as possible so that his mom can bail him out, this shows that the judge wants him to be out instead of being in there suffering, but now the Boys' Home is taking him back. he claims too that they dont have the rights to ask him back as his case is under the court now. i dint go for lecture as i went to meet him after tutorials yesterday before he made his decision of not going back to Boys' Home. when i went to his house, his dad was very mad at him, and told me that i should advise him to go back. yes, as much as i want him to go back in so as not to cause any further trouble and affects his sentence, but its just too sudden... i dont know why i felt so selfish suddenly. im only mentally prepared for 23rd June, which may or may not be his sentence, but now its just too soon for him to go back in. his mom is quite supportive of his decision of not going back, and told him to explain to the judge during the court session. the judge is a new one, pretty lenient, so it aint that bad. hearing what his mom says, i guess she wants her son to spend more time with her too before being away for years. hope he would be successfully on the run till his court session. =/ (okay, it sounds kinda wrong.)

he went to Sentosa the day before with his secondary school friends, which includes his ex girl. his ex girl is trying to patch back with him after realising how much he had changed, from looks to him being hardworking. he said when she tried to hold his hand on the bus, he pretended to message people, and when she tried to lie on his shoulders, he stood up and she fell over. when she asked him to give her a chance again, he told her that she was the one who gave him up and now she wants him back, what's the point. he now too is attached, if he patches back with her, what will happen to me and moreover his heart is with me now. the words are harsh but i think its the only way to clarify things so it wont cause further misunderstandings. i do pity her liking a guy so much but not being able to get him, i've experienced it before. but cant expect me to let my boy be with her right. here i am again, being selfish. *sighs*

i've never experience these before.
besides, what is done, is done.
no point brooding over it too.

wheee....
HS1026 ICA presentation my group got A+!!!!
YAYEEEE...

i guess socio test is badly done. =/

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KISSED.