im having an aching back and two blisters. poor me.
well, actually there wasnt supposed to be any training today, it was a secret one, which means our coach knows nothing about it, as claimed by our captain. cool eh? LOL. okay its not. so as usual, the seniors are in one boat, the juniors are in one boat. initially, me and Tisa were sitting at the back and everything was quite okay, except for the pacer's timing is kinda weird and both sides of the boat isnt coordinating. so the boat ended swerving side to side when we're rowing. today was the longest distance that we, the juniors ever rowed non-stop, they called it THE TRIANGLE. from the bridge nearest to the skyline, to the bridge near to the Singapore Indoor Stadium, then to the bridge beside the Sea Sports Club and back to the bridge nearest to the skyline. its like 3km plus? that's what i heard. we were all DYING. worse still, we're using the wooden paddle which is freaking heavy and that thing left me two blisters on the side of my thumb and index finger. guess i gotta go plastered for tomorrow's training. training with the guys are actually tiring cos they row pretty slowly, and with the heavy wooden paddle, its DOUBLY tired. when when Geraldine and Tisa are the pacer, when they're slow, they say its too slow. when they speed up a lil, they say too fast. what the hell? and they kept singing songs to motivate but i think the boat sank even further. they're hilarious anyway. lol. after bathing, they are nice enough to wait for us. :D the guy's right pacer seem to be interested in Geraldine, and also this guy called Benjamin seemed interested in Tisa. weet~ hahahaha... hope they have progress. :D
babe just called me, telling that he's going to Boys' Home to surrender himself instead of being on the run already. glad as i am for him returning to Boys' Home to prevent getting into anymore trouble, but also sad i am that he is gonna leave me for a long period of time. he's returning tomorrow night, which doesnt leave me any time to spend my last few moments with him as training ends at 6+ tomorrow. why is this happening... i really want to cry, but no tears seem to flow. it feels like all are stuck at the corner of my eyes.
im feeling so confused now.
sadness fills.
tears flow.
