the cold war between me and babe is over. he's angry over me hanging up on his phone the other day. dint have the chance to explain to him as i couldnt call him back due to my phone being low batt, and when i called him later at night, he's not home. met him yesterday after dragonboat training, spent time at his house watching My Date with the Vampire III. everything was quite okay until he told me that somebody gave him a goodbye kiss when he sent her home the night before after they're out. im like "what the hell,why the fuck must SHE give HIM a goodbye kiss?" im not being mad at him for sending her home as it was appropriate for a guy to send a girl home especially when it is late at night, im just being upset over her kissing him. how would you feel if somebody kisses your boyfriend/girlfriend? im sure you will feel upset too right. who knows what will happen next between the both of them. he may choose her over me as she is so much prettier than i am, better than me in nearly everything. he told me that she isnt his type of girl, guess i'd have to wait and see. it is all about trust in relationships right? but i guess nothing will happen, cos they've known each other first. and if they were to have a relationship, it would already happened and i wouldnt be his now too right? guess i must be thinking too much. well, let nature takes its course. no matter what, he really dotes on me a lot. (:
training has been getting tougher and coach has been pushing us harder than usual as competition is coming up in July. the upcoming race happening this coming Saturday, the coach has decided an 'all seniors' team. so us, the juniors are only going to join the race happening in end July, but we're going down to take a look at how the race is like. though training is tough, we have our fun times too. :D example yesterday when Nurul and coach were changing places on the boat, too much weight was concentrated on the right side, the whole boat tilted one side and some of us started screaming, which was VERY unglam, especially when there was two boats of guys near us. haha. those people are hilarious man. it was raining heavily again, outside the sea sports club, there were many puddles of water. guess what kellyn, haslinda and me did? we were splashing in those puddles of water like some overgrown kids. it was fun! havent been doing that in a long long while. there are many looking on, but who cares? we miss our childhood times too. after realising that many eyes were set on us, we ran off. haha.
evan is off to Malaysia, without her for the next few trainings. =/
to Serena aka Nana
dont be too sad okay? if he is meant to go, he will go. there are many out there who're better and more compatible with you. he will know how is like to lose you. cheer up girl! now concentrate on your O's. its more important at the moment! :D
