went to watch Click after training today with shaun, jun qing, kel, kuang li and tisa. shaun left halfway due to some urgent matters. so left poor jun qing with four of us. i find him quite cute eh, following four girls around and even had to wait for four of us when we went to the toilet. okay, back to the movie. the movie was actually funny in the beginning, until towards the ending part, it was saddening and touching. we the four girls actually cried! REALLY CRIED OKAY. this is like the second movie that made me cried. the first one that made me cried was Moulin Rouge. the storyline of Click the movie is actually kinda similar to what is happening in our daily lives. i would definitely cherish and treasure everyone around me more now. (: everyone should go catch it!
before that, went to play pool at some pool place and bar. its like 11bucks per hour? gosh. 11bucks i can play for like 2 hours at k-pool lah. we played around an hour and fifteen minutes, and its already near 14bucks if im not wrong. also celebrated some guy named VINCENT birthday today at the dao huay place at kallang near the mrt. though i dont know him, but still happy birthday boy!
training today was quite okay. except that certain parts of the river, the water is damn heavy and my right arm was feeling pain. i dont know why i felt so tired easily today. and i got bruises and abrasions from the life vest again! its injuring us even more! stupid rule. land training on thursday was very fun! aint gonna talk about it as instructed by seniors. haha. but its really really fun. crazy people with crazy behaviours on that day makes the training so fun. i cant wait for the video to be out! i wonder will they REALLY post it on youtube. haha.
i dont know if im a nuisance to him. i dont want him to think like im like her just because i asked if he wants to go out. i dont know what's gone into me too when i asked him that, i wonder where i got the courage from. i worry that he would avoid me like what happened last time to somebody else. im like suddenly feeling so vexed over it. was stoning throughout when we were at bugis today walking around before the movie starts. though im not putting any hopes on him, but im still feeling disappointed. he did smile at me initially today before training starts, then again outside the dao huay shop where me and my girls are sitting at the stony bench eating dao huay (because the dao huay shop has no space due to too many boys inside already). kel asked me not to take it to heart cos he's busy with exams. but im trying very hard. *sighs* for all i know, he can never be mine. =/ some help anyone? =(