kel took this herself. =.= exams... studying for it is killing my brain cells at a incredibly fast rate. i cant seem to think on the positive side of life sometimes, i dont see what's the point of it. school sucks, attachment is coming (i know i cannot make it there) and time trial is coming (and i cannot make it through successfully). i just feel like giving everything up at some point of time, washed my hands out of every single thing that is on me. but i know that would be deem as being "irresponsible". i wish to get away, get away alone in a place where nobody knows me, spend my time there, nuture myself physically and mentally and be back here again to face the challenges. poly life seem so stressful, deadlines here and exams there. how i wish there's someone to be there for me, dote on me and shower all of his love on me. that would be so sweet, a great getaway from stress and everything else. but it never happen... thankfully, i have my friends. :D thanks for everything to those out there. ^^
sometimes, being nice doesnt makes one being appreciated. people gets on your nerves over nothing, and not taking your words seriously. what's with those people man? is it so nice to be toyed around with other people? have these people ever grow up mentally yet? stepping over people's patience limits which makes you really feel like punching them right in their face. they get pissed when people makes fun of them. gosh, petty people. that's so sad. play with me, and i'll play along since its so fun for them. (: