trainings are seriously draining me out. no matter how much i sleep or no matter how much i rest, i still feel tired & dont feel like doing anything. my triceps & arms are aching, resulted in me cant even do any push-ups nor dips AT ALL. & the worse thing is that i feel like some paralysed person cos i cant really move my right arm fully due to the aching triceps. i even have difficulty in my everyday life: i have difficulties hooking my brassiere together, i cant wash my hair properly, i cant reach to scratch my back, cant wear my top properly. this is really maddening. trainings now are from tuesday to thursday & weekends. my right tricep is still aching & hopefully it will recover by tomorrow & i can survive the training. =/ checked out the list of names for those people who're down for race earlier & im involve in Women's IVP & Women's Open Category. i dint expect that i will be joining any race at all cos my fitness sucks like SHIT.
lessons this few days are early & ends late, falling asleep wherever i go even during lunchtimes & on my way to & from school. semester two is a really tight & busy one, with first ICA presentation happening in week 5, skills test in week 6, bioscience practical in week 8, attachments from week 11 to 13, even the two days of chinese new year are BURNT with exams before & after chinese new year. my subgroup is like falling apart with manrong wanting to change group so much to group two & this particular woman who dont frequent coming to school at all with little or no contributions made at all to projects. its really maddening to see her get the results when we are the ones who're doing most work, tried talked to her about it before but she just wouldnt listen. if she dont want to do the project, she can jolly well tell us & we can dont have to do the extra work for her.
kel's been feeling moody this few days over this stupid bastard who is like flirting around with almost any girl around him. does he find it so enjoyable to go around breaking girls' hearts? i dont see what's so nice about it about hurting people with his words & actions. liking him & being with him isnt easy as claimed by kel which i totally agrees. he is sure to have committment problems when he gets older. seeing her this way reminds me of him. ): hopefully we can get over this soon.
the song tiger lily by matchbook romance is ringing in my head.. & im getting really tired. ):