im feeling lost, somehow. i dont know why. many things running through my mind like speed trains, but i dont know how to tell anybody about how it feels & what's in my mind. nothing much is going right, wrong wrong wrong... everything. just feel like disappearing from the world, & never come back. or restarting my life would be good too. i just want to cry so much, but there dont seem to have any shoulders for me to cry on. i dont know who to turn to, i dont know how to talk to. im feeling as if im going to explode anytime already.