it was unfamiliarities with each other at first, she thought she would be fitted in as times passed. true enough, things got better & familiarization occurred & she was happy. but then again, those times were short-lived. ignorance sets in now, she dont feels that she fits in anywhere now. maybe leaving is the best solution...
training today. dont want to think about it because i think its quite horrible & i was pretty frustrated about it. i shouldnt be feeling frustrated about it because we're a team sports but i just couldnt help it.
was out with same group of people after training, heading down to AMK. the guys were playing LAN while me, amanda & kel went pool-ing. spent 12bucks just to wait for those guys to go for dinner. what happen in the end? nobody wants to eat other than shaun & sevin. i should have gone home instead.
i feel very down today. extremelydown.
alene is a VERY bad friend. & my phone is fucking screwed up.