Friday, February 02, 2007
things arent getting any better & it is not heading anywhere too. it is just stagnant & am still disappointed. ):
things was reallyhorrible during training yesterday. people not listening to instructions, people yakking away when somebody's talking, people putting the blame on one another when something goes wrong & the captain walking off halfway through. the irony is that everybody is talking about discipline,ya-da,ya-da,ya-da,ya-da... :/ & painful abrasions on the back of my thighs, bruises around my knee area. made history for nurul & jane yesterday, yay! :D well, its Surf & Sweat 2007 on sunday! feeling kinda excited. :D
having terrible diarrhea this morning, so dint make it to school. met up with my past somebody later in the afternoon, hanged out around his house area, chatted & crapped, went up to his house to have lunch with him cooking instant noodles for me. INSTANT NOODLES, sounds pathetic. but observing the way he cooks, with those seriousness & paying attention to every single little things like he always do in everything he does, it really makes me think back of those memories i'd with him. though short but it was indeed a memorable one, but blame it on me for not cherishing him which made him leave me. being good friends now with him isnt that bad after all, for at least we dont quarrel as much as when we were together last time. (: & he would be happier being with other girls rather than ME. im such a BAD girlfriend as always.
addicted to Gifts & Curses by Yellowcard; What Goes Around Comes Around by Justin Timberlake. (: - click title for video; artist name for lyrics. (: -
i pray for good weather, good training & good day tomorrow. (:
12 days to Valentine's Day; 16 days to CNY. (:
| 10:42 PM |
KISSED.
things arent getting any better & it is not heading anywhere too. it is just stagnant & am still disappointed. ):