im so going to do that from now on, to make sure that nobody other than my team mates,coach & close people recognizes me. why cant he be like friendly & all by replying messages. when he doesnt, feels very horrible & embarrassing. the first time in my life this has happened. look on the bright side? gain experience & knows that he's those kind of people - not worth it? look on the dark side? he's not interested & he's unfriendly. cant think of anything else. wearing a plastic bag over my head makes a good suggestion. FUCK.
attachments are OVER. still waiting for the photos to be out from Mao. was fun & all, but things do gets on my nerves sometimes. still, in such a line, a smile gotta be put on at all times or people will go complaining about you. my staff nurse said,"good luck in whatever you do okay. study hard. but if you're not interested in nursing, quit nursing. because you'll be wasting your time here, really." WHAT, SINCE WHEN DO I LOOK NOT INTERESTED IN NURSING. maybe i look so sian all the time because im always looking sleepy whenever at work. yay, no more waking up at 5am in the morn, no more having to remember to do hourly parameters. wheeee.
MR500 on weekends. then again, we lost by mere few seconds or even milliseconds. still, got scolded by johnson because he doesnt want those, he want us to WIN, not lost by those damn few seconds. dragonboat, even one milliseconds makes a lot of difference. quite a number of them who dint get to go down for the race still came down to support the remaining team mates, sweet. (: gerald being one of them said something which really struck me,"it doesnt matter whether am i in the race or not, race isnt everything as long as i love the sport."
loves to the team. working harder for june races. (:
i want these songs! - one more moment by the ronin - lithium by evanesence - broken by seether feat amy lee - love in a new wave by electrico - luxurious by gwen stefani - way back into love from music & lyrics somebody please be nice & send them to meeeeeeeeeeeee. :b