heartbreaker.

Saturday, April 14, 2007

i feel like some abnormal pig. i have greenish phelgm, with blood in it sometimes. in the morning, i'll always feel so horrible & there would be loads of greenish phelgm. but later in the day, i feel okay & the phelgm becomes clear instead. then next morning, a lot of greenish phelgm again. yesterday morning wasnt as bad, this morning was worse till there was tears in my eyes & my parents gotta come into my room to check out what happen. dint manage to turn up for training due to that. slept through the day because i dint feel like talking verbally at all, neither do i feel like doing anything. dint really eat much either, not much of appetite. sighs.

consulted the pharmacist earlier, he said,"for coloured phelgms, we'll be worried that you'll have infection. so its better that you'll consult the doctor. i can only prescribe medications to break the phelgm & stop the itchiness in your throat. only the doctors can give you the appropriate antibiotics." :/ my cough sounds rather serious out of nowhere, so its best to visit the doctor tomorrow after training.

"its amazing how people once look up to you" - quoted from nurul's blog which i totally agree. one moment, they might be looking up to you. another moment, everything's gone & they start to go against you in whatever things you do. respect, is what everyone wants from the people they're in contact with. but many dont seem to realise that respecting others is the most important thing before people respect you, or sometimes things were taken for granted. :/ i've listened to stories from both sides & i can totally understand how those parties feel. on the surface, it may seems that they're fine & using their authority in the wrong way but behind it, its another story. its difficult, really difficult to be in all these positions.

my timetable has only MONDAY & TUESDAY. my modules for those two days are SCREWED UP. they're suppose to have more but only those two. screwed up system. i'd rather they gave us our timetable BY HAND, rather than online, so dumb. im going insane over my first week of school timetable. GRRR...

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