camp focus unoffical meeting was on yesterday. the people whom me and eve dont used to talk very much last time, just got closer to us. (: from strangers to aquaintance, to a bunch of crazy people, this is how amazing one's friendship can get. but in a blink of an eye, a friendship can also be gone just like that, even me myself dont know the reason why.

eve said,"i believe that when you lost some things, you'll gain something else eventually." - but that doesnt seems to be happening when i lose some things at the beginning of the year, now i really do gain back something else. (:

coincidentally, lynette is randy tay's sister. clicked pretty well, as much as how i click well with her brother back in secondary school days. (:

and i never liked clearing up my old stuffs, having to go through the stuffs to decide what to throw and what not to. emotions get to me when i come across things that brings back painful memories, but i cant bear to throw them away, it'd be too wasteful. and i'd end up getting scolded for keeping so much stuffs.

recently, vivvianne broke a thing of mine that isnt very valuable but of great sentimental value. i do have the urge to rant at her, but i dont see the point of doing so.

memories are still the best souvenirs, all kept safe in the mind.