Tuesday, October 23, 2007
dear friend,
i thought you were a really nice person when i first met you. but after what has happened, i was totally wrong about you and i was really disappointed. the trust that we have in you was all gone in mere few days. you use underhand means just to get what you want and you pushed everybody around. and the most unfortunate thing is that onlookers think that its obvious and they're asking about it. please think about it and what wrong you've done.
and if you think that all these this shit is so easily done, come and do it yourself, seriously. don't always talk only, no action, please.
regards,
me.
ubin cycling on 12oct'07
weather wasnt very good that day though but all was well and not to mention being stalked by little cute kittens. :D and laughing our heads off regarding shilong's ass feels as if he's being ass-fucked, nadia's unstable cycling skills, changlong's encounter with kittens, eve's screaming and shouting, and of course, xinying's accidental incident into the bushes because of a bee flying past her. :D
hari raya visitation
hari raya house secret visitation to somebody's place after training. :D the group photos of myself in it not very nice though, other than this photo with 'daddy and siblings'. feel the love! :D definitely a much more fun visit compared to last year's.
camp focus trial camp - 19oct-21oct'07
filling the water container with water to boil because im in charge of meals and foods for those 3 days, wasnt peeing. :D trial camp dint go on well. ):
i had someone crying to me telling me everything, from the camp stuffs to having outcasted & labelled by friends at school due to some untrue rumours. i cant help much but only lend a listening ear and offer a hug for comfort. and i've also got someone who actually went MIA because he/she doesnt like what this particular person is doing and he/she was being reprimanded for things he/she dint do.
committment.
matters like this goes in circles and its all about misunderstanding each other's intention with how one takes in the other's feedbacks, it'll never end. mutual respect and understanding is what matters most, but it was never showed. biasness against most is all the comments we get and was really sad about it. i know i cant resolve it but all i ask for was just mutual respect and understanding, i guess its too much to ask for. i dont know what else to do but to give support to whichever ways i can.
school had been good. :D joined NR06/06, the class dont have conflicts, almost half the lecture group knows each other. simple things like sitting beside a stranger feels comfortable because he/she smiles and talks to you, teaches you things when you dont understand, lets you copy his/her notes if you happen to miss out any, things are so much better there. :/
and running never felt better when you're all bottled up with anger, and having Ben&Jerry with your girlfriends although you're so lerthagic from lack of sleep and totally-draining-you-out trainings. :D
11 more days,
can you feel the tension?
i can and i'm prepared for it. (:
| 12:45 AM |
KISSED.
weather wasnt very good that day though but all was well and not to mention being stalked by little cute kittens. :D and laughing our heads off regarding shilong's ass feels as if he's being ass-fucked, nadia's unstable cycling skills, changlong's encounter with kittens, eve's screaming and shouting, and of course, xinying's accidental incident into the bushes because of a bee flying past her. :D
hari raya house secret visitation to somebody's place after training. :D the group photos of myself in it not very nice though, other than this photo with 'daddy and siblings'. feel the love! :D definitely a much more fun visit compared to last year's.
filling the water container with water to boil because im in charge of meals and foods for those 3 days, wasnt peeing. :D trial camp dint go on well. ):